It never was, it never will be,
And why, oh why, do you alway decieve me?

That day i realised.
That day changed my life.
I decided to stand up for myself,
To think more of myself
And other than myself.
Life every moment like the last
It's a brand new day
As we washed it all away....away...

And everything changed, I changed
As if i had been blessed with a new soul
As a human being, i was no longer who i had been
I was, no longer an act.
An act of lies and broken emotions.
No longer a pathetic excuse for a human
Shameless, careless, pathetic...

Something shot through my veins
A trillion rainbows
Ciculating through my blood..
Time stopped, ticked by, slowly... slowly..

I woke up to reality
Every object, every human were majestic
Thoughts were optimistic
I was optimistic
A feeling i had never experianced
My world was upside down.
As now, i inhale new memories
Exhale old memories... erased...

How had i lived?
When my world was dark.
I was blind.
I was blind, of myself
Ungrateful...
Unbreakable...
Uncaring....

And now the light shines inside of me
Guiding me towards happiness
I no longer need a map to guide me
And no longer need the key
The key to my miserable life..
The life i used to live
And I pledged, I shall no more... no more...

I'm waking up...
The world is changing, the pages turning....